Time Out for Women

We are headed to Time Out for Women tomorrow! Very exciting! Me, My Mom, and my sister are leaving tomorrow afternoon and staying in a hotel in Nashville. There is a musical number and one speaker Friday night and then Saturday several Speakers including Emily Watts who cracks me up! I definitely need this night out. Every time we take Colin back to the therapist the prognosis gets worse. Watching my son suffer is breaking my heart. Between Colin and Jason saying he doesn't think he believes the church is true and won't come back, my heart can't take much more. I have spent so much time on my knees just bawling and begging. I think I am starting to gain small insights into Colin which is a blessing and I know did not come from me at all. Now if I could just have some small insight into Jason... I know he knows the church is true. I'm not sure what he is afraid of, but I know him better then anyone else on this earth and I know that he knows. I think he just won't let himself feel it. Anyway, didn't mean to get off on a pity party. I just wanted to say that I need this conference to feed my soul and to help find some strength. Sometimes I think I don't have enough to make it through.... Love you Ladies!!!!

Just a picture of my baby when he was a baby. Man I wish it was that easy agian!!