I'm old...

I am 29 today. I sure didn't think I would have such a hard time with 29. I knew I would hate 30 but I am not to fond of this birthday either.

My Mom emailed me this picture of my first day of school this morning. I don't know how it went by so fast. It seems like yesterday I was 16 and living at home. Now I am married for like 10 years and have 3 babies and wanting a fourth. How did that happen???????

Maybe a Baby?

I have been really wanting another baby lately. I feel like I am missing a child. Its a feeling that doesn't go away and I trust that. Jason goes in between wanting one and not, but I think in the end he will. I need to get a few things done first. I just lost 35 pounds but gained like 10 back. :( I want to loose that 10 again and get my body ready. I also want to pay of our credit cards (we don't owe too much) and pay off our doctors bills. And then I just have to convince Jason that he really does want another baby.

Heaven knows we make good lookin' babies!!

These are old pictures but I love 'em! They all look so much like Jason! Good thing I married a good lookin guy!